Monday, May 3, 2010

I felt you in my soul..by Miss Star

I felt you in my soul. I felt you in places that ....

I never thought had emotion....

Our bodies flowing like rough oceans....

Coasting crashing into one another. ....

You gave me the power to see sound. I felt light. ....

You opened my soul and released the truth within me.....

I became instantly afraid because the perfectness I was feeling was overwhelming ....

And I still feel it. After you left I played with the thought of you being there....

When I wake up holding me when I look up and my heart is searching for your essence. ....

I heard you in my dreams. ....

The night fell upon wit unexpected urgency. ....

My hands feeing to touch you again and now I need you.....

I need the thought of you to think simple things....

I need the thought of you so my daily issues can go away…....

I need you like air and water…. I felt you ….....

Every since then I need you…....

You are the first to instantly touch my soul…....

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Forgive Me... By MIss Star


I have come to a place I am not comfortable being so...I have decided to leave. I want you to be happy with my choice but if you are not...forgive me. I am strong so I need to walk alone.
I have become accustomed to fluster with conflict of the heart but...this time...I have conviction. This time I know what's best.
I no longer rest so my mind isn't at its best and yet I know this is what's causing my stress. Us at our best wasn't good enough for you so what makes you think that after the trust was broken and all hope was lost that us staying together wouldn't walk. Forgive me giving up and being so blunt.

Yes I am asking YOU for forgiveness. Look past what all I have stood here and told you and see yourself in my words.....see how the truth was never curved and how the facts stood tall and in the front. You can't see your self in my truth. You are not the root of the problem but the water that nourishes it. So I am sorry I had to be the woman to stand and tell you the ugly, horrible, piercing truth! So forgive me this once against the million times I have forgiven you...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Born

Sun beaming, children screaming, dominoes slamming, gangsters walking their pits.
Then suddenly from around the corner she dips...
Right Left Right Left
Her stride screaming confidence, power respect.
Strong strides that's ignorant brains didn't expect... her to have.
She was walking through whistles and shouts and comments, but her stride overpowered each with the power of a
Trillion comets.
Baby! Damn! Hey Lil momma! None of these are her name so her stride remains.
Right Left Right Left
Don't step in her way...you will get trampled by what she holds.
Her stride!
No need to stop and re lace her pace because women never come undone.
Pride stood deep in her stride.

She sucked in the power of the sun in her skin and inhaled the essence of mother earth and became her relegation.
With a God given choreographed stride.
Right Left
Never missing a step closer to her distination.
Right Letft
Consisted without thought
Right Left
Rigght Left...
She was...
She is...
I...
You...
Us...
She is what we all can be

Enlightenment (a high mind)



Cords smashing at the speed of light
Sound breaks down.
Light dims so enlightenment can appear.
Shatter the door to closed minds, hiding insecurities, selfishness, cowardness and shame forever.
Open!
Open like the mouth of the nile at the last mile running head on with thought.
Thinking while jamming tupac.
Humming a bob marley.
Reading Erykah Badu lyrics.
Painting revolutions through oceans of color captureing the moment.
Remembering none of this afterwards.
Words make more sense then the meaning.
Seeing the perfect answer to the hardest question
Free mental has hit you!
The herd has opened your third eye.
You see the revolution.
Rebel through you cloud of original scents.
You feel like a brain child of albert einstien and edgar allen poe...
Flower child blossom....float....ascend....
PUFF PUFF PASS......

Friday, April 23, 2010

To Unknow From Anonymous

this was for you before i knew you
To Unknown from Anonymous
By: LaWanda Stallworth
Dear unknown,
I have been lookingforward of entwining my heart with your mind. I want to fall in love with the way you think. I want you to love the fact that I love your genius. Beautiful Under the ultimate stress of everyday life. Love is the beginning of what I want to feel for you. I want my empty emotion to explode beginning of what I want to feel for you. I want my empty emotion to explode with you dynamite impact of unexpected trust. Release yourself and let go of all your thoughts and dream to me and let my absorb you. Where are you? Map out a quest so when I find you the thrill would be more thrilling like when the rollercoaster is about to drop and your sitting at the very top. A pedestal is what I hold the thought of being with you is on, so imagine what level I would hold you on… Unknown like the end of the universe and the center of a black hold. I want to hold you in the face of fear. I want to look impossible in the eye for you and confuse it. I want to hold you and connect our life lines so we can expand our lifetime. Unknown come to me. Follow the Lonely rhythm of my heart. And once you find it, Treasure it like I will treasure you. Unknown come to me. Be part of me like my mind and soul…u see those are things the once my physical is gone it will still remain. Unknown where are you? Come find me. Be beside me. Be part of me. Become one with me. Unknown Love me… treasure you. Unknown come to me. Be part of me like my mind and soul…u see those are things the once my physical is gone it will still remain. Unknown where are you? Come find me. Be beside me. Be part of me. Become one with me. Unknown Love me…

Wednesday, April 7, 2010






Created Using Android's PRO Paint Camera

Fragile

forgive me plz i kno he wont understand but this is the only way...y try to eat a spoiled dish.. y try to fix what cant be fixed, when my heart broke i tried to put it back together but i was missing pieces... ur name was on one of them

me singing houstalantavegas