I was excited to sleep next to him for the first time...
I woke up beaming but still with closed eyes and to my surpirse...
He's on the phone plotting to get between another set of thighs.
and I said nothing. I just layed their cold hurt and silent...
The more this hapen the deeper the cracks in my heart became.
But I LOVE YOU SO...
I stayed.
I patched my cracks and craters with prayer.
I stuffed myself with content, but to muc of anything could be fatal.
Are you worth my sanity?
Is LOVE worth my sanity.
When searching for advice friends just get mad at me for letting this tragedy of a MAN mutate me...
Once ANYTHING is broken it will never be the same!
Youhave broken me many times...
I don't know who I am anymore.
I cut my hair thinking it would grab your attention since loving you didn't.
I push my titties up and out since ME loving you didn't keep your attention...
I HATE you since loving you didn't keep your attention!!!
Why, for you, am I repenting.
I AM EMPTY!
You used all of my resources...
I can't teach you how to love me...
But who wants to love nothing...
You handed me what looked like a cracked guarantee but was only a broken promised superglued together...
Dedicated to the LOVE OF MY LIFE...