Forgive Me... By MIss Star

I have come to a place I am not comfortable being so...I have decided to leave. I want you to be happy with my choice but if you are not...forgive me. I am strong so I need to walk alone.
I have become accustomed to fluster with conflict of the heart but...this time...I have conviction. This time I know what's best.
I no longer rest so my mind isn't at its best and yet I know this is what's causing my stress. Us at our best wasn't good enough for you so what makes you think that after the trust was broken and all hope was lost that us staying together wouldn't walk. Forgive me giving up and being so blunt.

Yes I am asking YOU for forgiveness. Look past what all I have stood here and told you and see yourself in my words.....see how the truth was never curved and how the facts stood tall and in the front. You can't see your self in my truth. You are not the root of the problem but the water that nourishes it. So I am sorry I had to be the woman to stand and tell you the ugly, horrible, piercing truth! So forgive me this once against the million times I have forgiven you...