Feeling like a new person. My mind is made up. No more flip flopping. Conviction! Viva la LaWanda! And I stand towards the sun stareing it in the eyes screaming "I Shine in a place with no light. I touch your imbracable skin...I feel your warmth. Accept me for I have accepted you. Hello Impossible!"

Rent

Now that your gone a hollow space lingers in the deepths of my heart...
I miss you.
I asked you to stay but the obviously the demand wasn't stern enough
Hard enough....
Meaningful...enough....
Pounding depression regrets and denial. She isn't gone! She's just taking time off.
Lying to myself. With what help; my mind believing the lies I'm feeding.
Starving foe truth.
What's the use? Pointless fight through the night. While time speeds through on a steady flight....
I still miss you...
Acceptance will never know me. I refuse to let you die. Mentally.
The empty space travels daily in my heart.
I'm not giving this space away anymore. So when the next person leaves me I can simply tell myself...
I have room for rent......

hug

Hug: by me miss star Embrace me with the security of ur favorite kush like ur lips on the blunt… be bluntly grab me… hug me

Bourbon Street

My poem to Bourdon street I entered this place filled with sin creek up my back… she rolled sentually down my fingers Going thru both ears seducing me. I danced the motion she gave my body Poisonous throbbing pounding vessels tightening. Closer, Closer, Closer I feel her near me!
Lights hanging from every balcony… Temptation pulling your wants in! She takes you when your weakness shows its self. DRINKS, GIRLS, DANCE Her tattoos hypnotize you! The hair’s on the back of your neck lay flat from a kiss that drags you deeper!
Girls Drinks Dance Groove with her, hold her, have fun with the thought of knowing you have her in your hands. COMPLETE CONTROL Sin came to me… She was dancing drinking, a girl. Her names was Bourdon

poem for Granny R.i.paraise

Poem for Grandma…rest in paradise…..your in my features. I hear u in my smile my attitude, even my blood. I see u in my laughter my thoughts and in my courage. U are eternally there. Breathing and living and dancing and singing. U are in my hands the strenght I wish to hold. You are in my love so I give u to everyone. I cherish my hands…… an essence so familiar I can not find for it is gone, yet its still in me. In my attitude….my hands….my smile. I will live for you.